Monday, September 19, 2011

"ANXIETY" (it read on Greg Kuzma's hat)

The weight of things passed

sits on my chest. I’m thinking fast

of Sufjan songs

of facial hair grown too long

of peaks and pics

of peeps and chicks

of flags in ceilings

of political leanings

(too far left,

to put to death)

of baseball games

of betrayal’s pain

of submarine sandwiches

of gravel ditches

where we almost crashed.


Oh, the weight of things passed.


***


“Are we hipsters, Dave?”

It’s a genuine question.

I’ve been wearing more flannel.

My jeans are tighter, my bike recycled.

Dave pauses.

“We don’t dress enough like hipsters.”

That’s not reassuring.

I don’t smoke American Spirits,

don’t drink Pabst Blue Ribbon,

don’t wear Ray-Ban Wayfarers.

I do like Fleet Foxes

and eat tempeh and seitan.

I buy beets at the farmers’ market.


Dave is silent.


I don’t wait for elaboration.

I change the subject.


***


Renter’s insurance,

a worrier’s assurance.

Ninety-five fifty.

It’s late. Forgive me.

Electronics are covered,

my worries shuttered.

On time or late --

good hands, Allstate.